"I want you to find better friends. These ones are a bad influence" ~my 'mom'?

Wow, you sound like youve got it real hard. Wel all i can say is that if i were you, i would stand up to my mother and tell her everything your feeling and how whatever choices that YOU decide to make, you know youll have to deal with the consequences, not her. Tell her that she is making your life difficut and that you need a supporting mother at this time, not one that kncoks you down and tell you that your going to hell. Stay close to your friends and all the other people that care for you cuz they seem to be all you have and you shouldnt loose them no matter what. Email me if you have other questions.